nanti nanti je lah

I do not know is why I started with my cousin , and me , I am the bearer of bad in this family . to ? . indeed I confess I wore the tab but I do not know all of a sudden just did not want to open the can , , upset my mother was crazy to want mocked opponents I really can not talk to my mother , my mother sick , but I'm still looking forward only no .. not the happiest day of my life if I do not touch the tab must not happen .. then my mother intention to scare me .. I want to know is try to talk to explain how good this is not good , people just want to shout O God be satisfied excel .. this .. I hope my parents are patient and do not get mad .. if I explain to my mother only vain he will not believe it .. you're just so God only knows .. did you see all that I do You look good .. bad .. I do not know but I want to explain how this might return to me for sin is already too much .. I really appreciate ya He said my friend , better go repent before it's too late , I do not want to repent the reason is very stubborn .. I hope this case is finished so much fear of God .. I do get angry and strengthen my heart ni .. I thank you for all the challenges .. I know and I understand not all people are perfectly well I was not perfect well .. because my attitude to be like this .. I want to help change well .. Best Friend , I do see her became increasingly pious I thank her change I want to follow him .. I hope to be better than listened to her .. this is my prayer O God ..